So I decided to tell a little about my Thoughts...
I want to jump...
Feel the wind, the View changing as I falling down.
No matter how Afraid am I, I won't be able to scream...
The cold air will full my lungs and I be muted.
I won't be thinking... just falling down...
My life will flash in front of me...
Happy moments...and not so happy... 18 years of memories in few seconds...
I sick of pain... I want to feel the wind in my face...
And then, when I hit the cold ground... I prefer to think that it will be a moment of relief...
Like I falling on soft magical blanket and thousands of little light will fly around and take me to a better place.
When I jump... it going to be of a Mount, the last thing that I want to see is peaceful green nether...
I don't want to fly and be free... because humans catch happy free birds and put the in a Cage...
I want to fly for few seconds... feel free and then... nobody will ever catch me...
Die with a Smile it's awesome, be happy whit your decision and just Smile...
But this is not reality...
I Can not jump...I stuck here...
It's sometimes good because I have people who love me and I suppose to be happy...
But now I just want to close my eyes and fly...
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