1. The Chaos and its End

Eyes on me, they’re watching me
They keep judging me
My heart races like crazy
Death awaits right around the corner
So much thoughts, so much despair
So much destruction, bleeding, death
Death, death, death
Anxiety, horror, fear, tears, lies,
Horrible, awful, terrible, suicide,
Death, shadows, darkness…
There’s no end
The will never be an end

Crush down
Go down, down
Further, further
Hurry
Do this, think that, be that
Don’t be your better self
Just hurry
Before someone helps

What is it in front of me?
The shadows within are blurring it
I’m reaching out outside
Away, away from this pit
Never knew people aren't all the same
All the hate for them is such a shame
How can one person feel so much pain?
Never thought this life could actually be my gain

Fly up
Go up, up
Further, further
Slow down
Catch a breath of this life
Be yourself
Relax
Nobody is chasing you

Better keep it steady
Better never go down there again
Now I know it tricks me
Into believing this is the real me
I shall never trust it ever again

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